“if you really knew me, you would know…”

If you really knew me, you would know that I am a very shy girl out in public. But when I am with people that I feel comfortable with, I am way more open and talkative. But the weird thing is that when I am dancing on stage in front of 100’s of people. I am not scared. It’s mostly because I don’t know the people. But when I do know a person that is watching me or hearing me that I don’t feel comfortable around. I get very nervous that sometimes I will blank out. But when I dance in front of people I know I don’t blank out I just can’t stop smiling. But when I am talking that’s when I start to blank out. Not lots of people know that abut me. Probably only my best friends and family know that. Mostly my older brother knows because he is kinda the same. When he is with people like me and his friends. he is more open and talkative. But when he is with people he doesn’t really know he does talk just not as much. So if you really knew me you would know that I am very shy in public but talkative with people I am comfortable with.